Once a Mother Always a Mother!

I am a mother of 4 beautiful children and i feel honored and blessed to be Mom. I also have a daughter that passed away several years ago, so actually i have 5 children but thats not what i tell people when they ask, mostly because it's just not a subject you bring up in passing. Mothers Day as usual makes me think of my daughter and my 2 youngest boys whom i haven't been able to see in over 2 years, this is not a fact that i am happy about of course but none the less it is reality. The pain of the absense of my children in my life is always there but i think that around Mothers Day it gets harder. But i honestly beleive that once a Mother always a mother and no matter how far away your children are they will always be a part of you weather they are miles away or in Heaven like my daughter is. So to all of you mom's out there that are hurting and missing your children i would like to say that i share in your pain, but the good news is that weather in this life or another we will again see our children and hold them in our arms. So hold you heads and hearts up high so the good Lord doesn't have to bend down so far to touch you! God Bless

What's a girl to do?

This is a question i ask myself more and more as time goes on. I have the family, i have the friends,i have the kids, and most importantly i have the Lord. He has rescued me from what was nothing like my life is today. But even after all that something is missing so what is a girl to do? i guess i should not make it a point to start searching for something or someone because like they say when your looking for something you won't find it but if you stop it will come to you. So patience is yet again playing a part in whatever lesson i have to learn right now in my life. But i do have to admit that i hope when this lesson is learned i will find myself forfilled and happy. If i were to imagine what that would look like there would definately be a man of my dreams in there somewhere. SO whats a girl to do? they say that true love exists out there even though i myself have never experienced it. So what do you say about love? is it real and can it happen?

Whats important

Ida a done alot of thing differnt in my life if given the chance but dwelling on that fact is something i don't do anymore. I focus on what today brings and what i can do to improve the perrson i am.I feel that realizing how lucky we are or blessed whatever way you choose to put it is one of the most important things. I apprciate the people around me today particularly famiy and good friends. The whole reason for my blog today is to honor and say thank you to the oeople in my life that have helped me get where i am today. First and formost of course the Lord. But the Lord has put peoplein my life that have helped me to fix and repair my life. People that have given me a chance when everyone else slammed the door. One of those people are my boss and friend Ms. Karen Dwyer of Exxpress Employment Professionals. She took a chance on me and believed in me when no one else did. accompanied by her other 2 staff members Amber and Susie they made the united decision to hire me and train me. A decision that i have been grateful for ever since. I love where i work and we all know that isnt something that every person gets to have in there life. Believing and having faith in people can work miracles in lives so believe in someone today that needs your hope and strength because they might not have it for themselves yet you will be amazed at how it can change a life. Peace out